Nervous making

So I mentioned to my husband yesterday that I just felt different.  Not as pregnant.  My breasts aren't as sore.  I am not as woozy.  I am not falling asleep on the couch at weird hours.  Perhaps I would not be as nervous or have even mentioned it, but something just felt different...and something just felt different in January as well, but then I didn't even think that it would be possible for something to be wrong.  Now it is all I can think about.  I wouldn't say all my symptoms are gone, but just a little less.  And then today, there was ever the slightest lightest spotting in my underwear.

There is really nothing to be done.  Jay is choosing to be positive.  I would like to be as well.  I should at least try, but I know regardless of how much I wish or want I cannot control what happens.  We'll see.